So I knew in my soul that I wasn't pregnant this month, I just knew it. However, that did not stop me from having hopes that I was and talking to Jesus about it every day. I wasn't even suppose to start stupid Aunt Flo until NEXT Friday. That intrusive (blank) came TODAY! TODAY!!! Approx 6 days early, can you believe the nerve she has. Not only did she come early, she reared her nasty face with pretty yucky cramps. Ok, so let me get this strait... Not trying to get pregnant- 29 day perfectly on time normal cycle. First month of trying- 32 day cycle with all the pregnancy signs and symptoms (yet no mold spore growing in my belly). The month after that a normal 32 day cycle. Now..27 day cycle. Im telling you.. my body just can't get this thing right! But on a positive note, this month Joey and I can get started early on this baby making business! Lisa even brought me some ovulation predictor strips. Isn't that nice! I didn't want to have to use stuff like that but it is obvious that my body isn't going to give me anything to work with me here. I am going to try and not work as many extras this month so I can relax a bit more. I think thats what helped the first month. When I work I am constantly looking up crap on the internet, but at home Joey keeps my mind off of it (as much as possible).
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Sorry yet again my friend! You need to get your mind off of all this stress! It cannot help FBR (future baby reid) to have mom all stressed out - he/she will come along when the time is right.
and I like the cartoons :)
Aww, MB. I've got a hug that I'm saving just for you when I get there in a few weeks. All this work will be worth it once you have Baby Antebellum in your arms. Till then, at least you get to do it a lot, right?? :) (Picture me doing the wedding crasher laugh)
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